So, the world as I see it has been undergoing waves of change, and I try to be peaceful amidst the graceless eruption. I fail more often now.. and today I felt no peace. When you feel the need to be on guard, you feel no peace.
It is disappointing when trust is breached, I'm sure of that now. It is always tempting to ask why you stood by them, why you made those sacrifices. But that would mean one is complaining. Apparently I was taken for a fool, and maybe I am. I've committed trust, the cardinal sin. Does not the bible say (hah, tiba-tiba jak), 'do not put up your hands in pledge toward men'? It seems that I have been... disobedient. Please arrest me, God. My cousin would probably be telling God that she didn't know what was happening but she will have faith. That is a much better way to go then to whine and complain.
Nicety of the day (for every bad thing, there is a good thing that ought to be appreciated more):
oui...
muz b ok ok o.....
dun tink too much o......
n study hard hard o......
This was a random message from a friend before I went to sleep. Random, but really comforting. The os even rhyme.
Isn't it..funny?
It's quite cute, actually. =) Take heart, Paul.
ReplyDeleteYeah, she has her way of expression. Thanks Ced
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