Wednesday, May 26, 2010

The reality of zookeeping within Malaysia



After a few test posts, here it is - a newly clad personal dimension - where I can learn to put my thoughts into words. And subject them to polish (how long have I not written something that's not my lab report?)

It is undoubtedly going to be a very abrasive and abusive process. The images in my head are hard to express. They are also hard to argue. Perhaps I'll just slip in one or two when I feel like it (for now I'm monkeying around, as the image above sorta implies). This blog will be have exactly that; a 'feel-like-it'...policy. I shall be free from the taxing need to make sense and I shall not attempt to avoid logical fallacies - this is not a parliament and I are not a parliament monkey. Besides, in thinking, 'erring' on the side of caution makes you logical and dumb and you can't create nuclear bombs with that sort of mentality.

Darn, I are already trying to justify myself. nevermind, summing up, let's just say with that attitude your heart is not opened up to God.

Finally, a big thank you to Ced a.k.a. Eli James for designing this blog... I know it took years!


Whisper for Sanctuary means prayer.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

The Cardinal Sin

So, the world as I see it has been undergoing waves of change, and I try to be peaceful amidst the graceless eruption. I fail more often now.. and today I felt no peace. When you feel the need to be on guard, you feel no peace.

It is disappointing when trust is breached, I'm sure of that now. It is always tempting to ask why you stood by them, why you made those sacrifices. But that would mean one is complaining. Apparently I was taken for a fool, and maybe I am. I've committed trust, the cardinal sin. Does not the bible say (hah, tiba-tiba jak), 'do not put up your hands in pledge toward men'? It seems that I have been... disobedient. Please arrest me, God. My cousin would probably be telling God that she didn't know what was happening but she will have faith. That is a much better way to go then to whine and complain.

Nicety of the day (for every bad thing, there is a good thing that ought to be appreciated more):

oui...
muz b ok ok o.....
dun tink too much o......
n study hard hard o......

This was a random message from a friend before I went to sleep. Random, but really comforting. The os even rhyme.

Isn't it..funny?